bahhh. the time is near.
i envy ppl who can speak their hearts out without having to think of what ppl would feel of them or how ppl would react.
ive been trying to keep a diary but too lazy to actually hold a pen and write everything down.
i want to be one of those very open type of person, who can speak their mind straight without having to think or spare a thought for another. i dont know how you would classify this type of people but i personally feel its better than holding your thoughts back and brooding over it. but ooh well, its not that easy i guess. i wasnt brought up in that kind of environment going to an IJ school and stuffs like that. holy innocent? there were ppl like that. i like them. but they themself have already closed up their thoughts. so it goes to say no such thing now. its very hard to keep trying to guess what a particular person is thinking. and its even harder when you ask and you get no replies. it makes you goes arghhh arghh arghhh. especially when youve been thinking and turning in circles about whether to ask or not. and the reply you got is actually nothing. it would have been simpler, if we could all speak out our thoughts without hesitation. its good at least the air is cleared. and things are made very clear. this way, wouldnt it be better?
it would be. becos you'll get down to resolving things from inside. and stop letting it bother you.

bahhh. lets all be open-minded people for one day. could we?

thats my early birthday wish. simple enough.