alrights. met mr buddy on sunday night. very very fulfilling talk that we had.
it really makes things much much easier that i dont really have to say how i feel and he knows exactly the way i do just by looking from his perspective and its very much heart warming to at least know that, hey, at least you know someone understands. its just like you dont have to say anything, and the person know exactly how you feel or how youre thinking and you feel that maybe youre less alone. thank you so very much.

i dont really know what to say of you anymore. its not like a kite you know. tugging as and when you want. i dont really know what to think of you either. sometimes i feel youre very... unappreciative and i try not to think about it as far as i can.