contradicting facts

humans are weird.

sometimes meeting up with people seems like the hardest thing ever.
becos our time dont seem to clash.
or either that we're all busy.
BUT.. when certain things happen,
schedule of people dont get so packed.
but often, certain things refer to things which are not so good.
its funny how humans often wait for such things to happen.
and we all start regreting.

its funny how people often keep saying to meet up but never do.
its funny how people usually say they miss you but they dont really mean it.
its funny how people say you mean this much to them, but usually from their actions it doesnt seem to tally.

yeah, it doesnt feel good.
say it like you mean it.

i want out badly.
i shouldnt have held on in the first place.
they come, they go.
i'm not a game. so arent my feelings.