certain trees bear no fruits.

for soo long, ive tried so hard, put in so much effort.

even though at times i get really tired,

i tell myself to hold on becos its going to be worth it in the end.

i keep trying to convince myself or console myself silently when everything seems not to fit into the picture. i keep telling myself things will change things will change.

but today suddenly, it dwelled on me that im just living in self denial.

things will not change nor improve or become better.

out of ten times, ten times im pushed or shuffed aside.

dad and mum have discussed about sending me overseas once i graduate,

i cant wait to graduate now. i want to leave singapore.

although i know that one day when that happens, everything is just going to be so different.

i want to leave singapore...

what do i do what do i do what do i do.

cheers to the pictures below. ( :